After my birthday thoughts etc. I went to bed and tried to have some good sleep and yes I had, except:
One O’clock on the morning, Sagal (the housemate that always relies on me) she had her friends round and made such noise, so I texted them and asked if they could reduce their level of noise down a bit and so they did and left to nightclub.
five O’clock on the morning, she knocked on my door and said that Ziba (the housemate that always have boyfriend around) locked the small bedroom (the bedroom that I used to stayed before I’ve moved into the bigger one since Liz has left, so the small bedroom has turned to be a guests’ room). Sagal knocked on my door and said that Ziba has locked the room and asked if I do have a key for it. So I said no I don’t. Then, she said that it must be a key that you guys who live upstair can use to access every room so I said no. I told her that I do not have any key since Liz did not leave herkey behind and I didn’t touched the smallest bedroom’s key since I’ve left the room.
ainly though, they both (ziba and sagal) were the people who use that room I never touched it since I left except when I need to clean the upstair so I need to plug the hoover.
told Sagal that it is always a key at the keyhole but she did not believe me. Then, she left to ring Ziba I suppose but I don’t know what she did then after that 20 mins she came and knock on my door again. She said in an aggressive way, “where exactly that u seen the key?” so I said it’s always there, then she said “where” then I had to get out of my bed to point where I saw the key but I didn’t know or don’t know where it is now. Then, she said I never sen a key in my whole life, I never sen that door has a key. So, i said it was a key attached to that door. Then, she said no. so, I said i don’t know where but come to think about it. If there was not key, how could the door been locked? So, she said I don’t know I don’t care why the fuck that this door is locked but I never seen a key on that door in my life. So, the story has changed , it turned to be that I lied to her about the key. I got so angry that hardly happened to me. i told her if she’s gonna sand here and shout at me then go ahead but I have sen the key and I do not know where the key is now and if she’s drunk and upset that her friends have nowhere to sleep then do not need to have a go at me like that, just that she couldn’t shout at ziba doesn’t mean that I was Ziba substitute for her to shout at, then I went back into my room and got so angry.
hen, before I left the house to go to library, she came to me and said sorry to me as well as on msn, she said “oh, i’m soooooo sorry I know that u r a lovely person I shouldn’t have done that” i sadi it’s ok.
but if you ask me whether I really forgive her, yes i do in the matter of fact, but I wish not to have anything to do with ehr anymore. I have seen so many times that she’s lost control and started to shout and being so idiotic to other people, never listened to other people just acting as if other person was a criminal or some sort. I do forgive her but not wanna be her friend after all.
wish good luck for her but no need for further relationship.
Tags: goodbye
