It’s nearly summer (though not as quite yet!), time for holidays and time for me to go home!

As I always travel, do not know how mnay flights per year I take and all come to these no matter where I go (except some circumstances that only occur at the big airport)

When you do travelling for holidays, do you ever take any notice as I have done, or would it just be me! who has nothing else to do but observe people.

firstly, when you check in at the check in desk, I always wonder why this question has to be asked and that question always amuse me no matter how mnay times I’v heard it.

Us: give passport and ticket + load our suitcase.

A person at check in desk: “has anyone put something into your suitcase without your permission?”

Well? what kind of question is that! let’s face it, if anyone ever wanted to put anything into my suitcase wihtout my permission or without my notice? Then, how on earth will I be able to answer this question? surely, “without me realising it”, isn’t that phrase explains itself? If I didn’t know! how would I be able to tell? if they wanted to hide something suitcase then…. they wouldn’t let me know, would they?

Secondly, after you have checked in, answered those little questions, like, have you bought any presents for anyone? yeah, sure if I’ve bought them I would let you know straight away so you can fine me, wouldn’t i?

nywa, when you walk along the duty free shopping place, all that you can hear is women’s shoes, it can either be flipflop or high heel sandles which are tremendously noisy! Furthermore, their bangols! their ear rings! oh! my! god! why do they need to wear them all at once? and when they walk! clinging, clipclop, flip flop all along.

I am a woman as the matter of fact! but I don’t wear those when I travel, rather annoying! sitting in the small seat on the plan is bad enough, why would I want some other metals hanging on my wrist, my ears and other part, is that comfortable to sleep on the plane like that? no! surely not!

Thirdly, another thing that I’ve noticed! where is gate number 1? I no matter where I fly from, bangkokg, heathrow, gatwick, hong kong, singapore, china etc… where is their gate 1? Why my plane or just my plane? always at gate 32 49 57? Why do I have to walk such long walk and injured my feet before I even get to holiday places?

Fourthly, when you are being boarded on the plane, I don’t know whether it’s just the usual airline’s captain or just happen to the airline that I take, why do their captains has to whisper? You know when they annouce something like when we up in the air and settle and it’s the time for captain to say hello and stuff. Can’t they speak normally? loudly? clearly? more comprehensable may be? instead of just talk to himself in a very low voice and so fast and no comprehention in his tone at all. All I could catch was just “I’m sorry that our flight is running a little late, we will have to make up sometime” and then muffle all along!

ah wel… about flights and travelling with my experiences… still more.. but It is too cold! to finish it off besides I’ve got headache as well…

Happy birthday to me!

It’s nearly gone (british time) my birthday! It was sort of ok. In fact, my birthday I shouldn’t be celebrating at all since it has to be the day that my mum nearly diedy because of giving birth. I really do reckon that we should be thankful to our mum in stead of spending ridiculous money on friends or drinks, what we should do is ring our mum and say ow much we love her! I amnot that emotional person I don’t normally expressing our feelings to our parents or the one we love (this is probably thai thing) though I know that she knows that I love her so much.

I had my sister first rang me, then tommy, then mum and P Kay then P bo and Ple then P Pomme. That’s all and I’m pleased and thank them ever so much.

I did go and cook for Geoff Smith and went to have few drinks with friends. They try to drink me out but hahahaha this is me of course! I had four double vodka and one cherry and still not drunk. Then I left, came back home. Sagal cooked for me though she couldn’t remember that it was my birthday until i have said that I went to see friends because of my birthday.

t wasn’t that bad… after all.

ow, this year for me gona be so tough I think. Lots of works and less of happiness but I suppose this what life is.

I finally wish everyone a happy life and succeed in whatever they do and that includes me.

oh, btw, Nidnoi rang and wish a happy birthday as well as kitti

It’s March already! time goes so quick I feel lke i haven’t done anything productive at all.

I have finally finished Harry Potter which wasn’t bad after all. many people might have read it to get pleasure out of it which is of course, the theme of that book. However, I’ve found more than just relaxing and fantisising my idea. I think this book is a great impression of friendship and the important friends is to us all. In additional, this book not bias against evil or good since in every characters have their own good side along side with bad point. so, even though Harry potter meant to be the hero!, he still an idiot anyway.

My house situation hasn’t changed though I finally sorted out what I am going to do. I’ll leave the house because I feel this house ben ripped me off! both physicall and mentally.

I was so angry at some point that they both or in fact, three of them never paid me any respect and will always take for granted of me. Then, I’ve read my favourite book on buddhism wich is always does to me i.e. enlightened me so well. so, I still insist that forgiveness is the hardest thing for human beings to do and not everyone able to forgive people but I! though not a brilliant peson in fact quite bad.. I am able to forgive people most of the time.

Most of alll, meditation helps me a lot and to explain that will lead me to pages and pages to explain how good meditation is and how buddhism is not religion but branch of philosophy.

However, I still can’t stop myself of feeling sorry for myself that they take advantages of me. One of them wants to go and work in bangkok and she leaves it all to me, blame me of not follow up her job for her, burden me with her life which I have I take responsible for which in turn I shouldn’t think it’s my duty to do so but i do think that anyway.

so, I’ve tried so hard to avoid them, stay in my room or else be in library. sad enough that nobody seems to cae about my feelings but then again why should i bothered not having anyone interested in my life? Shouldn’t feel relax that I can live solitarily? theAs to that, no, since people never leave me alone this is because it’s “life” beause we are “human”